First time for everything.
 
Well, a combination of lack of sleep, overstress and the fact that my computer got housed by a ton of spyware and adware and maybe a virus all within ten seconds has put me in a bad mood.
 
So maybe what i'm about to say isn't neccessarily true, maybe it's just a reaction to the stuff that all combined together and attacked my ass yesterday.
 
There's someone out there who I thought would always do their best to not disappoint me, but that person now has.  It was pretty blatant too.  That person might as well have said fuck off.  Not sure if I want to be angry or shocked or what.  Maybe i'll just say disappointed.  I'll never see that person the same way.
 
So what to do after someone tells you to fuck off?  Well, not much.  And in my current state, I don't think I have the right mindset to make the proper decisions.
 
In the end, probably nothing will change.  Nothing that is, unless you count that little spark in the back of my head that will remind me every now and then of what they did.
 
Yea, i'm a little girl.