I am really selfish. I don't know if i'm intentionally selfish or if i'm so CLUELESS that it just comes off that way. I think that everything someone does is directed toward me and my little self-centered world. Whenever someone does something, ask me something, or offers me something, I think it's because I have that person's utmost attention, and they just want to be near me. I ask people to do things for me, not because they're my friends, but because I know that they'll want to do it so i take advantage of that. When someone tells me something, I think they're telling me because they want me to be a part of it, not because they're just being nice or friendly. I impose my beliefs and ideals onto other people because I know my way has to be right, and no matter what others think, they are wrong. I think too highly of myself, i need to fuckin chill out and get grounded. Before it's too late. Before my whole life is ruined by my selfish holy-then-thou-art attitude.

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No, sadly, I'm not talking about myself. I wrote it in first person so that you would feel like you were saying it to yourself. There's just certain people out there who think this way, and it seriously annoys the hell out of me. I mean, I'm not saying that I'm not guilty of it myself, but hope you all take the moment for a reality check.

Are you this person that I mentioned above? No? Denial? Of course you're going to deny it, because you're PERFECT aren't you? No? Then why not? I want you to really think about it. Every person in the world is a little like what I mentioned. For you to accept it, no matter how small it is within you, is the only way to keep it from growing, spreading, and taking over your perfect little life.

I know i'm not perfect. But I think I'm one step closer then you are.