So, i'm not going to North Carolina. I have zero things to look forward to now.

Man, this co-op round was crap. I should have known it was going to bomb horribly.

Six interview replies, interviews during finals, two companies didn't even have the decency to call me back. Four interviews left. Buy a suit. Go to interviews. Should have learned my lesson by now. Everytime I actually put effort into something, it comes out negatively.

I don't understand though, I thought my interviews went well. My resume is pretty good, or else I wouldn't have been chosen in the first place. Am I just a bad interview? I don't think so. I guess i'm just not good at selling myself.

I don't know. I just know I do not wish to settle with the options that were presented for me. There's gotta be something better to do. I'd rather go back to PJM then go forward into something that I consider to be a step backward.

Throw me a freakin bone.