African American Studies class has really been great. Not that I care about black people or anything, but the ideals of the studies programs are really interesting. Basically, you have to learn about yourself and your own culture, before you can strike out into the real world, or else, you are just regurgitating information that was forced onto you by some other culture's point of view. This is especially so in history... remember, winners of wars write the history books.

But before this turns into an essay on why self-culture is important, i'm going to stop.

I'm retarded. I found last paycheck from work in the same envelope I received two weeks ago for my final paystub. I thought at first that it was two papers detailing the same information, but I need to learn to read into details instead of skimming. Stupid me, holding a money and not even realize it. What kind of asian person am I?

I've been thinking lately about who I have a crush on. I mean, I always have a crush on somebody. It may be someone famous, someone local... some total stranger that I danced with at a nice college club down in North Carolina and I'll never see again even though she was the most perfect girl ever (sniffle, sniffle)... you know, always a crush on somebody. But I can't think of anyone that would drive me to those levels right now. I mean, there are girls that I would prefer to be around, but woh woh, no way are they anywhere near crush material. It's weird. Maybe I just have a different mindset these days.

Someone buy me a 400 horsepower car please.