Has anyone been reading my xanga story? Well? What are you waiting for?

A New Year means new beginnings--ok, enough of that clichèd stupid shit. Everything feels the same, everything looks the same. The world didn't blow up. (Some) People still haven't grown up. I don't see the ray of light shining through the clouds and into my asscrack. In fact, I believe that the past few days have been nothing but rain and gloom. So Merry Frickin New Year. Enjoy being able to write "2003" down on your checks, cuz that's about the only thing that's different.

I'm just tired of the facade of positive cheer flowing in what seems like everything: TV, Magazines, Internet, People, Commercials and Billboards. Sure, it's fun, it's a reason to get together, and it's a reason to change the way things have been going. Yea, it's alot of things that are really nothing at all. Not to bring everyone down, but jeez, I just wanna let everyone know what they're doing before they do it. I mean, would you freakin go somewhere without having a solid idea of where you were going? So why be cheery and positive during the new years? Cuz everyone else is?

Here's the bridge, buddy. Go ahead and jump.