It may be too early in my lifetime to say this, or it may just be that I'm going crazy... but everyday is a holiday for me, and the holidays are just another day. It's just not interesting anymore. Parties are so last year. Maybe I've become more selfish and just don't care about others and what they think. Well, that's not true, I definately still care for people. Maybe I grew up? Shit, that's scary.

Well, at least people still remember me for my infamous parties. More then a few people in the last week or so have asked if I'm going to throw one of my crazy new year's bashes. My response? No time, didn't plan it. I wanted it to. Don't know why I didn't plan it, but it's too late now. Ok, well it's not too late, cuz i'm pretty sure last year I threw it with only 2 days to plan it, but still.

Only one thing I want this news year, and i'm probably not going to get it. We'll see though.

If not, then i'm just going to snuggle next to my warm cozy mini-heater, bust out some champagne, and watch the ball drop on TV.