Why have I been so down lately? It's starting to make everything I say more cynical and negative (wait.. actually.. that sounds fairly right). But I don't know.. somewhere in the back of my mind, I don't think I should be so down. I'm humorous and happy. I am a go with the flow kind of guy. I don't give a fuck. I shouldn't give a fuck anyway. But do I? Hmmmm, need to sit down and contemplate some more on my own life.

What else in my life... Well, my friend Alex got a first generation eclipse. I'm estatic. That is one of my favorite cars in the world. It's one of those cars that aren't appreciated until 10 years later. It's top notch, cheap, and easy to maintain. If i could have a second car, i'd definately get one.

My birthday is going to be rather interesting. It's either so many people are going to show up that the house will overflow in an orgyfest of asian people (sounds kinky, no?), or else, it'll be me and a noisemaker, because nobody will show up. I haven't decided which extreme it is yet, but I have a feeling my "down" slump won't end before my birthday begins.

So what. Countdown to the Greatest Day on Earth: Three.