My car is breaking apart and dying on me. The cause? Mostly me. I abuse her too much. She wants to be able to handle me and all my aggresive-ness, but I don't think she was built for me. Here are the list of problems.

The clutch feels awkward, even though I doubt anything is wrong.
I have a squeaky belt, most likely the alternator belt.
The driver's side suspension squeaks now... probably cuz i took a turn too hard.
The brakepads squeak too and I have to replace them.
The rpm's at idle seem to be kinda higher then usually, probably bad spark plugs, but i'm not sure.
Steering is awkward sometime, probably because of that bad alternator belt.
My driver side window washer/sprayer is clogged or busted, and that sucks.

Saddest part is that it's winter, and I work 9-5, so I never have enough daylight to do any of the work, it's getting way to cold outside to do anywork anyway, and most autorepair places close at 5 so I can't let someone else do it. Plus, I don't have any money. Well, I don't have any money I can spare.

In the end, I still love my car, and I'll keep it for a while. I'm still deciding if I want to get rid of it for something better, or just keep it and go all out with it. There's too many pro's and con's. In the end something will have to be sacrificed.