I'm still seeking it. It's getting closer. I can feel it, almost taste it. You know what i'm talking about: that special someone. I'm still very afraid of rejection. I don't like to advance without having a lighthouse sized advance warning.

I've been hurt too many times already. I don't want to risk anymore of my own soul, mind, and heard. Granted, alot of the hurt comes from me doing something to hurt myself, but it's not always the case. How to avoid both now.. that is a hard question to answer.

So what lies ahead for me? Who is out there that cares to take the risk?

Applications are being accepted: Mystic511@hotmail.com =T