So life is a meaningless struggle of trying to find your way to the top. But unfortunately, it's not like a ladder... it's more like a wavering mountain trail that meanders about and slowly makes it's way up. Of course, the path forks and some parts will lead you back down without you even noticing it. And then, there are those blasted incomplete paths and uncrossable rivers.

So where am I right now? I'd have to say a ravine. I can see across. I can see my way up. I know that all i have to do is get over there. It's plausable to find a way over with a little effort, a little luck, and alot of contemplation. But it's a definate risk, because if I miss, I could fall in and plummet back to the base of the mountain, bruised and hurt, possibly even, battered beyond recognition.

And then, i'd be down on life again, which is not what i want. I've worked so hard to be where i am right now and in this mindset. I've had my share of twists and turns, of impossible venues, and of tripping and stubbling about. I've fallen hard, it's not a problem. But will I do it again?

So i'll take a few steps back... take a deep breath... and decide if i should find another way over... or just take that leap of faith.