Recently in my life, i've been pretty hollow and just downright bland. Nothing matters too much anymore. There is really only one thing that can take my mind off things.

Every morning, I read the newspaper on my subway ride to the Department of Health and Human services. It is the only thing that has kept my interest, as my feeling of loyalty and national pride have kicked in. I haven't even found a way to dismiss the war or to de-glorify it in anyway like I usually would with any situation. It matters alot to me, I have no opinion though, I just sit and watch, and wait for the reports.

It's like a giant movie to me. As the daily show said "Survivor starts airing [last night]. That's what this world needs is more crisis... we need Real people facing fake crisis". It was humorous in the regards that Survivor is nothing but a speck in the world now, compared to CNN, NBC, and any other news station.