If i believed in karma... or reincarnation... I would have to say that in my previous life, I was a horrible person. There can be no other explanation for the things that I go through!

What's currently on the list? My job, the GOVERNMENT, lost my paperwork and now, they can't process me, so i can't start on monday like I originally planned to. That means I have to sit around for another week doing nothing. I mean.. sure, it sounds nice and all, in theory.. but uh.. you can only take so much of freeloading around before you get sick of it. Plus, that's another week of NOT getting a paycheck.. and well, I had big plans with my paychecks.

Ok.. talking about it just drives me further into depression and the void that I feel i can never come out of.

Really, i'm not a negative person. I just don't think I can be positive right now. =)