Ever notice that there are alot of people in your life that you can honestly say make you happy? But then, it seems, that is never enough, and you're always seeking more happiness from others, but it never works out the way you want it to. Almost as if, our natural intrinsic self is to be greedy and want more and more. Then, we seem to try to create that happiness through people that don't bring us happiness. It's like, we force ourselves to seek, when if we look in front of our very eyes, we already have a sufficient amount of everything to be satisified for a long while.

In other terms and examples, it that sense of wanting to belong in a particular group or people, when you already have someplace you belong to. Or even, to boil it down specifically, to want to be loved/appreciated by a single person, when there are already so many other people that love/appreciate you. It truly is our view to see the grass is greener on the other side.

And i suffer from that way too much. It's not like I can't say i'm not happy, but it's that longing to have more. There are people out there who seem like they can always be having fun or always be doing something social, and it's just like, woh, what went wrong that i'm not like that? But sadly, that's just the mood i'm in at the moment, cuz tomorrow i'll be like my normal self and just not give a damn. =)